I am constantly thinking about what I am eating, in good and a bad way. Its exhausting to think about it all the time. For someone who doesn’t know what an eating disorder is, it’s not as simple as being disciplined about your food. It’s a lot more. It’s connected to a lot of other mental health issues as well. A person might look at me and be like oh you’re so fit but internally I’m thinking I’m the most unhealthy person ever. It’s internal. You look at yourself and you can’t see what you truly look like, those lines get blurry.